Mothering Sunday

To my lovely mother

who has had to watch on while I have tripped through relationships and refused her good advice. Who has much too often been on the reciving end of my pain. Who I am sure many times has felt why, oh why has this daughter been sent to try me! There may be many things we haven't agreed on, but you have always been there, with me for the dark days, making me feel worthy of the brighter days. Only now do I see your strength, your wise words, your loving ways. I think you are wonderful. Thank you mummy, I love you xxx

To my beautiful children
DAISY

my beautiful flower, you were taken from me before we ever had the chance to share all those moments I had dreamt of. Daisy died in labour at full term following a very healthy pregnancy. There was no explination, no medical findings, just love, loss, pain and bittersweet joy. I had 24 hours to hold, kiss and love you. Read to you, pray with you, cry, see your eyes, stroke your soft pink skin. I have a lifetime of knowing you have made my life better. A lifetime of knowing you allowed me to become your mother. You are my little compass giving direction in new and difficult terrain, you are my embers of hope, my belief that love exceeds all, even the veil of death. I have longed many moments, your first smile, the light in your eyes, plaiting your hair, making daisy chains. I can have that all in my dreams. I will hold you once more one day my beautiful girl. Be free little spirit. Thank you. I love and miss you so much. xxx



Where Daisy rests x

The little hand that guides me!

SETH

my gorgeous, bubbly, sweet natured boy. You have brought much joy to my life, with your curiosity and energy, with new learning and having to be on the ball :) You arrived by c-section, following a failed induction when they realised you had gone breech! It truely was a blessing. You arrived safely and they discoved your cord had prolapsed and had a true knot! Perhaps a little angel was watching over us ;) Each new day is filled with wonder, fun, little adventures. We've had a complicated journey, moved back to Norn Iorn, where mummy grew up, became a single parenting family. We are still here, still smiling and the journey is only really beginning! I have much to be thankful for, and I thank you. I love you my beautiful boy xxx

Into the world/earthside.

Hello little fella

Truely a knot!