return to blogging and birthdays

It's been 3 months since I last blogged and I've missed the fun of my little online dairy but squeezed alot of hectic days into those three months. I turned 33 last week. I have relocated to Northern Ireland and live in a lovely little bungalow. Leaving behind sunny Kent and my broken relationship. But more on that another time, this is the Eve of my son's first birthday and I'm very excited!
The kitchen smells of cooking, his preasants are spread around the kitchen for breakfast and I can't stop peeking in on him, yet am too excited to go to bed myself! It feels like Christmas! As always at these wonderful times there is a large part of me dearly wishing Daisy was physically here to share the day to come but I know she will very much be with us in her own way. She should be 2 next week, exactly 51 weeks older than her little brother. It's just hard, I will forever be thinking I didn't get to share that with my beautiful girl. But what a blessing and a privilage it is to share it with her little brother.

Ok enough of my heartfelt ramblings, some photos and then I will take my emotional soul to bed and lap up the wonders of the new day to come. Will no doubt pop on and blog a little more when the day has settled and all the little visitors have gone home.

Happy Birthday my sweet beautiful boy. My little Pip!!!